Long distance is not easy. It is not easy to watch someone through a screen instead of your eyes tracing the curves of their face while theyāre standing in front of you. Itās not easy to have a bad day and not be able to see one of the only people that can make it better. For something exciting to happen and not be able to celebrate about it that night. To not be able to have brunch on Sunday morning, or make dinner plans for when you get off work, or snuggle up together on the couch for one of the nights a tv show comes on that you both love. Sometimes you miss them so much and itās like you canāt get relief from it. Sure, you plan times to see each other but some nights are bad and you need them right now and you need to touch them or youāll die and your heart has never felt so lonely. Long distance is not easy but one day it will be worth it. One day youāll live in a cute apartment together where you can wake up and sleep next to each other and a see you later means see you tonight when we get off and itās time for dinner. Long distance is a choice. Itās a commitment to say, āI love you more than all of the distance between us.ā
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