The hardest thing about losing people is that I always have so much to say to them, so much to tell, so much to ask but then I can’t anymore.
Sometimes, I’m reading a book and a quirky line reminds me of an old friend. Sometimes, I see someone’s genius idea in a movie and I want to share it with someone I loved and hear what they have to say about it but I can’t. Sometimes, I see sunrises and I think of someone I shared that moment with or when stars align together in a funny shape in the distant sky and I don’t have anyone to point at it with.
I hate losing people, especially when I’m not done loving them. So, sometimes I talk out loud to myself and say things with no one to hear. I hate not being good at communicating and I hate that with time, it’s only getting worse.
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